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**Another random post. I just wanna post my thoughts about him**

A scheduled trek to Masungi Geo reserve was set. I found someone to replace her since she was no longer joining us. She was replaced by my work-mate. We were a group of 7 but only 5 of us met at a common point. My former manager and her friend met us there, and was introduced to each other. That was how simple we met.

It was dawn and I was not able to see him clearly. But being me, I greeted him with a normal tone. While waiting for my friend’s boyfie, madam and I were the usual us. And so when her boyfie arrived, we started our trip to Rizal. There was more light now, and so I clearly saw him from the mirror. 

He has this irresistable eyes. Eyes that sparkle from my point of view. A pointed nose that I envy and a smile that would make anyone smile too. He is tall and “huggable”.

Two members of group were late and so we waited for them. While waiting, the ice broke and conversations were freely made. Laughters and stories were starting and I was feeling happy. Happy that I can feel the real happiness this time. 

After 2 hours of waiting, finally! The 2 arrived. And so we started our trek. During the trek, our group took a lot of pictures – solo and group ones. On one of my solo shots, he would usually photo bomb and I found it cute. I was not annoyed. Who would be annoyed with someone who you can’t resist to look at anyway. 

The trail took 4 hours. 4 hours of rope climbing and a little obstacles were more fun because of our group’s jolly attitude. The last obstacle was already easy for us and we all landed on a giant swing made with ropes. The group had a few minutes of rest and the 5 left. I was left with him. I guess, we just chose to stay longer. It was a quiet place where anyone could relax and be still. There was silence and you could breathe in fresh air. I was infront of him. The only conversation we had was our length of stay in our work. Then kept silent and chose to be with the group again. Well, I growing shy. I can’t deny the fact that I find him to be an ideal partner. His looks are a bonus, but his kindness, wit and humor got me. 

Our day ended with a mass. It was ash wednesday. Most of us were catholics. After mass, there was a build up of people coming in and out of the church. There, he grasped my shoulder a little and when there was space, he again distanced himself. My heart skipped a beat for a moment and smiled after.

On one of our conversations at the falls, he asked where I lived so he can drop me off near my house and then my friend suggested to drop me at my house. And that was when I was given an idea to have dinner in our place. After all, it was so much effort.

And there, he met my parents.

We’re still talking now and I’ve met his parents already, too. 

Can this blossom into something  a lot like love and happily ever after? Or will this be just another chapter of my life?

We can never tell. But I like him. I hope he likes me back too.

The rest is still an unwritten mystery that is yet to unfold.

No Regrets, Just LOVE.

The process was surprising. It was faster than I thought it would be. Yes, I still miss you sometimes, but everytime I do, I am reminded of your lies and dishonesty.

Letting go was not easy but I had to. It was a decision for myself to be happy again. Now I realized that I only miss the way it used to be but have accepted the fact that things will never be the same again.

Happiness is what I long for after our break up. There I learned that if I allow myself to let go of the hurts and accept the truth, better things are coming.

My road to finding a new love and getting myself intact again was pretty easy with friends and family. The trail my friends and I took led me to the reason of my fast recovery, I guess. It led me to someone that makes me smile now. It led me to someone who I think before I sleep and the moment I wake up. He is now the reason why I smile with just the thought of seeing him. The reason of my happiness after a storm as what others would say. 

He makes me laugh so hard with even a simple joke. He made me feel secure with a simple gesture and he makes me happy without trying.

But no, aren’t dating – not yet. HAHA! How I wish we would. He’s single after all. Meeting his parents and sister and cousin was one of my uneasy days. We’ve only met a few days and I was already introduced! 

What we have is uncertain yet. With all the love I have, I hope I won’t jump into conclusions first but enjoy this single life has to bring.I am regaining the connection I lost with my dearest friends while I was so inlove with you.

Thank you for forgetting me that led me to leave us. Thank you for all the pain – it made me be free from lies and heart aches. Thank you.

I’ll still miss you one of these days, maybe. I’ll continue to put checks on my or our bucketlists but this time, without you around. 

Till then, melon shake. Know that I am happy now even if your with someone else now. I am happy that she makes you happier than I did. 

No regrets.